wow, what a night...
I didnt expect anything to happen...
I was pleasantly surprised
But as has been the trend... she has a boyfriend...
Everything feels so right...
She is everything I could ask for in a girl
Everything seems so perfect
Its kind of silly, but I feel like we even got Lenard Nimoy's blessing.
What could be more perfect for two nerds?
"Put aside logic, have faith" for this... I would have faith and jump in feet first
I have a really good feeling about this
On a probably unrelated note, tonight was the brightest moon and clearest night sky I have see this year.
sleepy time nao
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
well fuck me, right?
I blasted cops during mentor session, she sent me this on facebook...
you know... if cops are dicks... and james is so much better than you in so many ways... what does that make you?
I hate you so much right now and I don't even feel bad anymore...
My Response...
James is so much better than me? Then why doesnt he hug you the way I do? Why doesnt he have the passion I do? Why doesnt he cuddle with you with a fire in his heart.
You think hes better than me? Thats a laugh. He aspires to be a cop, an enforcer that destroys the lives of the poor and looks the other way when the rich actually do something corrupt. Maybe thats not what the cops are like in israel but thats what they are here. Odds are he will only make what? 30-40k a year as a traffic cop. What am I to that? Im going to be a teacher who helps kids in high school so that they dont end up angry and alone. Im going to be a supporting arm, someone who lifts people up. My profession may not have the glamor of "COP" that you seem to be so infatuated with but at least I am going to be out there helping people. And when I end up as a university professor Ill be making 80-100k.
Want to keep comparing?
And you hate me why? What was your reason? Because you wish james was more like me. Thats what you said.
Really? You hate me? HATE? Are you that bitter? Can you really hate someone that loves you the way I do? Can you really let yourself be so overcome with hatred for someone that loves you that you dont feel bad about the way you treat me? You have no right, nor reason to hate me. You've completely betrayed yourself if this is really how you feel. When you calm down let me know. I still care about you, Im still your friend. Next time you are so pissed, talk to me, dont shit on a message and shove it in my face.
you know... if cops are dicks... and james is so much better than you in so many ways... what does that make you?
I hate you so much right now and I don't even feel bad anymore...
My Response...
James is so much better than me? Then why doesnt he hug you the way I do? Why doesnt he have the passion I do? Why doesnt he cuddle with you with a fire in his heart.
You think hes better than me? Thats a laugh. He aspires to be a cop, an enforcer that destroys the lives of the poor and looks the other way when the rich actually do something corrupt. Maybe thats not what the cops are like in israel but thats what they are here. Odds are he will only make what? 30-40k a year as a traffic cop. What am I to that? Im going to be a teacher who helps kids in high school so that they dont end up angry and alone. Im going to be a supporting arm, someone who lifts people up. My profession may not have the glamor of "COP" that you seem to be so infatuated with but at least I am going to be out there helping people. And when I end up as a university professor Ill be making 80-100k.
Want to keep comparing?
And you hate me why? What was your reason? Because you wish james was more like me. Thats what you said.
Really? You hate me? HATE? Are you that bitter? Can you really hate someone that loves you the way I do? Can you really let yourself be so overcome with hatred for someone that loves you that you dont feel bad about the way you treat me? You have no right, nor reason to hate me. You've completely betrayed yourself if this is really how you feel. When you calm down let me know. I still care about you, Im still your friend. Next time you are so pissed, talk to me, dont shit on a message and shove it in my face.
meth
While out working tonight I saw something really sad.
I drove up to the store, noticed the associate was outside with two friends talking. On my way in I noticed the friends kept their faces away from me as I passed them.
I went through all the motions till I came to the associate. I realized what was wrong with her friends and her. They were all meth heads. This particular girl is what was really sad.
She "was" beautiful. I could tell by looking at her face, her skin and her eyes. But now her teeth had rotted, her fingers and hands had swollen and were discolored, she was malnourished too.
I hate to see people fall into something so terrible, sometimes all you can do is shake your head, say its a shame and wonder what happened that took her to this place in life.
I drove up to the store, noticed the associate was outside with two friends talking. On my way in I noticed the friends kept their faces away from me as I passed them.
I went through all the motions till I came to the associate. I realized what was wrong with her friends and her. They were all meth heads. This particular girl is what was really sad.
She "was" beautiful. I could tell by looking at her face, her skin and her eyes. But now her teeth had rotted, her fingers and hands had swollen and were discolored, she was malnourished too.
I hate to see people fall into something so terrible, sometimes all you can do is shake your head, say its a shame and wonder what happened that took her to this place in life.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
le sigh
so heres the latest text message
"I want you out of my life."
Well fuck... Ive been kicked out of two girls lives in the last year, thats got to be some kind of record. Id say Im the victim of immature girls but that might just be me trying to pass some of the blame. I definitely put myself into these situations.
...she was the hottest brunette Ive ever been with...
Im not really that shallow, I just tend to laugh things off, this will probably hit me harder in a day or two...
"I want you out of my life."
Well fuck... Ive been kicked out of two girls lives in the last year, thats got to be some kind of record. Id say Im the victim of immature girls but that might just be me trying to pass some of the blame. I definitely put myself into these situations.
...she was the hottest brunette Ive ever been with...
Im not really that shallow, I just tend to laugh things off, this will probably hit me harder in a day or two...
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