ZOMBIES!!

So the zombie game at the CAGE was pretty much exactly what I needed. I got to chill with some cool people, shoot some people, get shot, watch zombie movies on a huge HD projector. Unfortunately I was not able to go on the zombie hunt as the team was already running with 6 people and it was a 5 man event. That being said, I did get some sexy eyes from the hotness running the beer garden. She had the sexiest legs Ive ever seen.

Had a good time chilling with MITHRIL and some new people. Al Goodrich showed up with Tam. Hes getting really into it, I always knew its something he would enjoy. Nelson from 105.1 the buzz showed up with Chainsaw. Apparently we've got the hookup with Nelson now. Fun times all around! Next up is Operation Mjat!

Awwe

Cute blond girl has a boyfriend : \

Oh well, friends is fine too.

People

Ive decided that I dont want to have classes so close together ever again.
Theres a few people in some of my classes that I really want to get to know better, but because I only have 10 minutes between classes I dont get time to really hang out after class. I want to get to know blond girl, the two brunette girls, and long haired guy better. They all seem like really cool people. Seems like I wont really get the chance this term. If Im lucky Ill get more face time with them during classes.

Awesome quote

"Human beings do not live forever, Reuven. We live less than the time it takes to blink an eye, if we measure our lives against eternity. So it may be asked what value is there to a human life. There is so much pain in the world. What does it mean to have to suffer so much if our lives are nothing more than the blink of an eye?

I learned a long time ago, Reuven, that a blink of an eye in itself is nothing. But the eye that blinks, that is something. A span of life is nothing. But the man who lives that span, he is something. He can fill that tiny span with meaning, so its quality is immeasurable though its quantity may be insignificant. Do you understand what I am saying? A man must fill his life with meaning, meaning is not automatically given to life.

It is hard work to fill one's life with meaning. That I do not think you understand yet. A life filled with meaning is worthy of rest. I want to be worthy of rest when I am no longer here."

-Chaim Potok

Strange day

I got up in plenty of time, got a shower in, got down to PSU, and the first thing I do is run into Shoshanna. The first thing I noticed was how good she looked, the second was after we talked for a bit how much more mature she seemed. She has a new boyfriend which is a good step from James. I guess the last 6 months have changed her some. I think just us talking like old friends made her start to question some things. Im not really sure everything that went through her head but I think we'll be able to be friends again :)

Class was a bit strange too, the entire time I was getting googly eyes from the cute blond girl that sits next to me and the brunette kept dodging glances. Last night at Godfathers the girl behind the counter couldnt keep her eyes off me. Its wierd, but I feel really good recently. Apparently Im a sexy beast.

Scattered

Ive felt really very scattered lately. I have homework to do but I feel like I should go spend time with my friends. Ive been spending tons of time with them. Maybe too much. Im not focused at all. Just this morning I woke up ready to just do homework and clean. I set all my books around me, got my laptop ready, made some tea... and instead spent two hours making up lore for a single aspect/possible outcome for my adventurers in my d&d campaign on Tuesdays. I finished it at least up to a point where I was willing to stop. Ive got some other cool background stuff in mind... Point is I cant seem to focus on doing my homework. Its like my head is all scrambled up.

EDIT:
Check out what I wrote up in my Adventure Theater blog.

Sleeping in Jeans is always a bad idea

So I slept over at Sams last night because we were drinking and playing munchkin. Alex asked if I could give her a ride to PSU in the morning since we both had class starting at 10. She was going to wake up at 6 to work on a paper, so I asked her to wake me up at 8 if I had not already woken up to make sure we got out the door on time.

This morning I woke up to alex poking me once in the leg, saying "hey dave, wake up" then scurring off upstairs... I thought to myself, "thats the strangest wake up call Ive ever had" people dont normally poke you once then run off. Im used to a pillow in the face and hey! Wake Up! Several times. As I was pondering this I sat up and looked down... I had morning wood... god damnit.

My first memory of her

My first memory of you wasnt the first time we met but it eclipsed everything before it. We went to see Star Trek with my friends. The two of us sat on 1.5 seats, close to the speakers. With every explosion we nudged closer. Eventually your head was on my shoulder, my head leaned on yours and we started holding hands while Spock said "Let go of logic, have faith.". Good Times.

Fun night

Ran into Alex and Matt down at HQ tonight. Ended up going Jubitz, but the kitchen was closed so we went to shari's. Spent several hours there just hanging out and having fun. Class in the morning. Time to sleep now.

Dream 10-7-09

Had a dream about Charlotte last night.
We were all in a house I dont recognize but it was my house in the dream. She was talking to a bunch of my friends. She and I got into an argument. I opened the front door, grabbed her by her coat and threw her out with one hand. It was raining out. She started crying and ran to a broken down looking blue van thing. I got my coat and ran after her and told her to come back home and but she just cried and ran.

Im not really sure what to make of this, I feel like its more about her than me. Like I represent something she is running away from.

Sinking

Ive been slowly sinking, Im paddling my little boat upstream. Im no quitter. But Im up against a strong current with a leaky boat. Ill keep on going, thats just my nature.