A quarter life crisis?

I want to ride the slip in slide

I want to read comic books

I want to spend all day at an arcade

I want to eat pizza and drink root beer

I want to TP and egg a house

I want to get in backyard fights with the neighborhood bully

I want my childhood

I want to play D&D

I want to play airsoft

I want to go to late night bistro's

I want to go to concerts

I want to get wasted

I want my summer time

I want to be successful in school

I want to have a good girlfriend

I want to be focused and motivated

I know where Im going. I know what I want to do with my life...

But I cant help feeling like Ive missed so much of it already.

I cant just pick up where Im at and ignore what Ive missed...

I want those experiences...

But right now I am running myself ragged working late hours, constantly fighting to make rent, not sure how my classes are coming along. I need a vacation, I need to have fun. But I cant afford that in money or time. :(