Im calling it right here, right now.

I realized why it the news stung so hard. Its because I was never given a shot. She just pushed me away even though she had the feelings. Yet now that I have helped her past so much of her troubles she is optimistic towards others, but here I am, still waiting for my turn to show her what it is to really be loved, not this crush and infatuated bs she is going to experience in what shes about to do.