Lets make a deal

It has bothered me all day. I havent been able to think straight. I feel so drained today. So very tired. I spent a lot of time thinking today. I realized something. She was the first girl I ever actually felt I wanted to grow old with. I have loved before, but I had never thought that way about the others. She was different somehow. I would see older ladies everywhere I went today, and all I could think of was growing old with her. Im so very tired, so very drained, but it looks like its going to be a late night. I made a deal.